On Being Friendly

Well I understand the fact that not all human beings are capable of being just human. Some even try to reconstruct and/or shape their image to some form of an idol to the society. Some might even make this 24 year old mask of being someone s/he thinks the people might accept, not really realizing s/he sacrifices and/or takes for granted one teeny tiny bit of someone: him/herself.

Dear friends, we might not be in the same cruise ship, but we for sure is sailing the same seas. Different oceans, but the same waters. Please be mindful of the word "friendship" as it also carries with it a lot of adjectives to describe a special bond between humans. I understand that we/you cannot tell every single detail to us/me, maybe even scratching out some "personal" datum, but please, oh god, please don't lie. If you did, please don't ever again.

It just feeds this hungry dog inside you, to keep telling more lies until, not realizing, you create this absurd chaotic and dark world/"shit" you live in.

We lie. Humans do, but we don't encourage it or try to build this wall of lies just to hide something we all already know. You keep on inviting people in, calling them/us friends, they/we becoming a part, a building block of your wall of lies, just so your so-called society won't see through you, it's just unacceptable. Isn't it too vain? Oh yeah, questioning vanity as if the society isn't bigga deal. Nice goin'. Anyways, dear "friend", we prevent schizophrenia, we don't develop it.

I tried to understand and even help you through by opening my emotional gates and letting you in, and by shutting my eyes just to keep blind to the truth that it's a lie. I am still sympathetic and begs you to be human. Watch model search reality shows. Their greatest flaw is being unable to project who they really are. They put up this wall so that they build something they thought is more acceptable. But in the process, they learn that what really lies behind, what really is inside, is more important and turns out to be better than what they had put up for society.

Keep running away and soon you'll run out of tracks. Let me remind you, you don't lose friends, you give them up. Being a friend is an obligation, hard work and at the same time fun, not to mention the inexplicable immeasurable "happyness" it brings. To have friends is to be a friend. Trust me, I know. I have friends who stick up to me no matter what. Some might even be in far, hard to reach places, but I know they're there, because I am for them. It's enough that we have faith in each other.

So unless you learn what you're reading in your screen right now, you'll never find true "happyness" with "friends".