Finding It Funny

It's funny how you can finish a plate of omellete in the middle of the night fighting off the urge to eat the oil fried ham beside it, without batting an eyelash. Not to mention of course that you are in fact on a healthy balanced diet. But then again, you get up in the wee hours in the morning just to come to work a couple of hours before you're actual bundy clock time just to get ahead of your punch list. For a couple of days now. So yeah. Justified. 

Eat your way down to slumber land and blame it on stress. Profess to yourself that cheat day is today and mercilessly swap it for the weekend. And then you remember, there's this house party coming on the weekend. So you make an excuse again, until you have this piled up off set days for your balanced dieting crap. But you don't do that. You actually really eat healthy. This was just a day in the life. No more crappy stuff tomorrow or any other day for that matter. Or at least do your best. Least and best on the same sentence. Irony - a sign of faltering and backpedaling your way back. 

Funny how you find yourself giga-tired from work the whole day, dangling from your own set of limp limbs, your chin begin to pool with saliva. Your brain is so washed up that you think...what? Anyway, you try to pull yourself together, drink energy drinks and decide it's the best way to go on for the rest of the day. Realizing, that's all for the rest of your day.

Funny how one person can change a whole lotta crap in your day to something crazy. You find yourself turning to this sappy warm person in just months time. Surprisingly, your body mechanics don't repel and everything seem to agree with the stars. You find yourself on a constant haze of sweet deserts, arguments and a bunch of whacky funny friends. You stare in your ceiling, ignoring the vast space because you're actually blinded by the panorama of your own psyche. Imagination is subliminal. And instead, you actually rewind and play, pause and play, everything about this person. It's as if your eyes are your cameras and you happen to put on this very cool lens on it. It made everything seem extraordinary. Yes you are indeed sappy. And funny, you seem to like it.