Quizziness and all that
After a day of feeling sick, i woke up today semi-excited and semi-tired. i don't know, maybe i'm too stressed on things. i tend to do things like i have a deadline or something. i don't rush things though. it's just i seem too eager to finish things and get it over with. An epiphany just got into me. I am all these because i do want to get it over with. Get to the point were i no longer feel this feeling. a void inside me that just continues to fill up. sometimes i feel so eager to fill it that i get things done hoping it will give me satisfaction. but obviously, none of these worked. i simply get tired. but on the bright side, i finish things fast...not too bright is it? anyway, what's important is i feel good about my self. i love myself and for now. i think it's quite enough.
later, i would be in megatrade, megamall, fishing for a job. jobfair. i don't know if it's just the post stress of yesterday or is it just i again lost my confidence. because i am feeling a little quizzy about the jobfair. yeah, yeah. i know. it's just a job fair. alright, i can get this wrapped up in a flash, right? alright. wish me luck. i need it.